Dear Diary,
As you can tell, my blog has kind of taken a back seat. I haven't posted in a very long time. So, today, I have decided to blog a little. I have gone Mia in the blogging. Rl has been crazy with having to get my rl health reeled in and back under control. I have had so many doctor's appointment, that it seems it has taken me away from sl. Although I am gone during the day for the most part, with spring breaks and visitors in rl have interrupted my sl life, you will usually find me in world later in the evening.
My role playing life on sl has taken off and I am so enjoying my time doing this. I have now forged my sword for sp2 combat, I swear this sword is bigger than my avatar and is quite a challenge to fight with it. Needless to say I don't like my sword. Since spf2 is a bit behind in moving forward with the spells and magic, for the time being we have taken to using Spf1 (spell fire 1). I am liking spf1 magic line. Dark magic to be specific.. after all I am Demoness. I just started to learn about the magic and what it can do and what I have to do to make it work. Lots of practice is what I need. I don't like the fact I have to be in mouse view in order to use it. It tends to be combersome for me, that could change once i get the hang of using it. I will be also learning some techniques to keep myself from getting shot at or poisioned. The magic recovers fairly fast so hopefully it will not hinder my efforts in doing a job well done.
Love life on sl with my favorite person Augustine, has also gone to the back burner kind of. Rl has once again got its claws into him. So when we are together we truly push to make every second count. I miss him when he is away, sometimes it is so difficult to be away from him. So I am patiently awaiting his arrival back to me. Hopefully soon he will be able to escape and come back.
I am learning more an more about who I am and what I want to be in role playing. Augustine and I have had the chance to role play out a bit of our back story this past week. It is truly amazing how intense moments can be. The struggles each character hold what makes them 'tick' if you want the honest to god 's truth.
The only other thing I have been up to is making new friends enticing them to join the ranks of our role playing sim. I have helped many New people on sl by telling them the best places to find great clothing... and hitting this one place up for the MM board..I must of had like 22 gift cards or more from this store. It is ok I have also passed some of those gift cards onto these new friends.
Other than that life has been dull and boring. Oh wait...I helped this one guy not only get unstuck at a store but directed him in buying a nice ring to propose to his "soulmate" then took him to one of the most romantic sims I know of to propose to his said "soulmate". Lucky girl is all I can say.
I guess I have come to end on this post.
I wish everyone piece and happiness on sl
Peace and Love
Izzie Violet.
Hi I am Izzie
Welcome to My life.
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Saturday, March 26, 2011
The things that drive me crazy.......
Dear Diary,
Its been awhile since I have been on a rant. So decided I can't take it any longer and I am in just that kind of "mood" that maybe its time to get it off my chest. Lets start with meeting people (in my case it happens way to often) when I am out on my own exploring new sims or sims I have landmarks for I have titled as being my favorite. Last Friday I landed at a place that I met a friend of mine on to dance and do our well it use to be a weekly thing. We used to dance in sl but toss songs we loved back and forth on yahoo (sadly I haven't done that in a long time). I wondered around for a long time before coming back to the dance floor where I sat on a bar chair just watching the couples dance, but it wasn't long before someone came up to me and asked me to dance. But because I was alone and waiting on another friend decided that it was ok to dance with him. But before long I, the conversation implied that I was to become his...even though he never asked but it was implied. Soon he was working on taking my clothes off...Now I haven't even been with the man for not even an hour. I emote the stop of him taking my clothes of (oh NO you don't) I am not just here for YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn it Get it Through YOUR HEAD!!!!!!! Then it happens he tells me that he will be around every night so I will no longer be alone. But you know what its not him I want. Its not him I am thinking about. I really don't want to settle. I finally decide I have had enough and my friend was available I tell him I have promised a friend of mine I would come visit for moment before I log off for the night, he say oh (kind of like he was sad) but I was going to spend the rest of the night with you... UM NO, I must decline.. I really don't mine my lonely night on sl I can always find something to do.. I land back home absolutely frustrated. I invite my friend over, I tell him about the guy, There are only two people I care enough to be with One is still MIA into the RL world and the Other has subs and me kind of. Still thinking about the one I miss so much. Wanting him back in my life. I spend a little more time with my friend before he shoo's me off to bed. He know much of what my rl is like and he takes pretty good care of me.
Thanks Lux for caring so much about me in rl and in Sl.
Peace and love Sl
Izzie
Its been awhile since I have been on a rant. So decided I can't take it any longer and I am in just that kind of "mood" that maybe its time to get it off my chest. Lets start with meeting people (in my case it happens way to often) when I am out on my own exploring new sims or sims I have landmarks for I have titled as being my favorite. Last Friday I landed at a place that I met a friend of mine on to dance and do our well it use to be a weekly thing. We used to dance in sl but toss songs we loved back and forth on yahoo (sadly I haven't done that in a long time). I wondered around for a long time before coming back to the dance floor where I sat on a bar chair just watching the couples dance, but it wasn't long before someone came up to me and asked me to dance. But because I was alone and waiting on another friend decided that it was ok to dance with him. But before long I, the conversation implied that I was to become his...even though he never asked but it was implied. Soon he was working on taking my clothes off...Now I haven't even been with the man for not even an hour. I emote the stop of him taking my clothes of (oh NO you don't) I am not just here for YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn it Get it Through YOUR HEAD!!!!!!! Then it happens he tells me that he will be around every night so I will no longer be alone. But you know what its not him I want. Its not him I am thinking about. I really don't want to settle. I finally decide I have had enough and my friend was available I tell him I have promised a friend of mine I would come visit for moment before I log off for the night, he say oh (kind of like he was sad) but I was going to spend the rest of the night with you... UM NO, I must decline.. I really don't mine my lonely night on sl I can always find something to do.. I land back home absolutely frustrated. I invite my friend over, I tell him about the guy, There are only two people I care enough to be with One is still MIA into the RL world and the Other has subs and me kind of. Still thinking about the one I miss so much. Wanting him back in my life. I spend a little more time with my friend before he shoo's me off to bed. He know much of what my rl is like and he takes pretty good care of me.
Thanks Lux for caring so much about me in rl and in Sl.
Peace and love Sl
Izzie
Friday, March 18, 2011
Roleplay...
Dear Diary,
Tuesday, was another night to jump into my Demoness alter ego. We on Sunday night gave refuge to a beaten girl by her Master the Lord of Darkness brought her back to the cave to give her a place to stay. She was given a choice to come to dark side, we will never force anyone to come to dark side just give them choices. Although she chose to stay with us, she chose not to become one of us. I on the other hand felt she was dangerous, and possibly a spy. We caged her and slept for the night. When we returned again she was given the same two choices. She never really did make a decision to become one of us. The Dark lord decided to release her if she came back we would welcome her with open arms. If she didn't return she would forever be hunted down. During the course of the night as we roleplayed out the the scene, I managed to do something that is big No-no but it ended up working itself out. I tried to force her to kneel down in front of the Demon Lord. Its a good thing she is a 'seasoned' role player because without missing a step she played off the dialogue that was happening. Avarial seems to always manage to get herself in trouble as the Dark Lord steps in and calms the rage inside her. Then the scene came to end with the Girl being released to collect her things and bring them back to the cave. I am glad we have other means of communication to besides local chat. I was given some direction in which made the scene play out nicely. So that's the journey so far of my character Avarial.
Other things happening in sl has not been much.. Real life has kind of gotten her grips on me this week. I have lots going with my rl illness so just trying to get that under control and when I am on just trying to enjoy the time that is a loud for Auggie.. Rl has its grip on him too. Lots of overtime steals him and keeps him in rl.
I was thinking about going around to look for a new grid hunt to keep me busy when I am here. So guess I will keep ya posted on that. So I guess that's it for now..
Peace and Love sl
Izzie
Tuesday, was another night to jump into my Demoness alter ego. We on Sunday night gave refuge to a beaten girl by her Master the Lord of Darkness brought her back to the cave to give her a place to stay. She was given a choice to come to dark side, we will never force anyone to come to dark side just give them choices. Although she chose to stay with us, she chose not to become one of us. I on the other hand felt she was dangerous, and possibly a spy. We caged her and slept for the night. When we returned again she was given the same two choices. She never really did make a decision to become one of us. The Dark lord decided to release her if she came back we would welcome her with open arms. If she didn't return she would forever be hunted down. During the course of the night as we roleplayed out the the scene, I managed to do something that is big No-no but it ended up working itself out. I tried to force her to kneel down in front of the Demon Lord. Its a good thing she is a 'seasoned' role player because without missing a step she played off the dialogue that was happening. Avarial seems to always manage to get herself in trouble as the Dark Lord steps in and calms the rage inside her. Then the scene came to end with the Girl being released to collect her things and bring them back to the cave. I am glad we have other means of communication to besides local chat. I was given some direction in which made the scene play out nicely. So that's the journey so far of my character Avarial.
Other things happening in sl has not been much.. Real life has kind of gotten her grips on me this week. I have lots going with my rl illness so just trying to get that under control and when I am on just trying to enjoy the time that is a loud for Auggie.. Rl has its grip on him too. Lots of overtime steals him and keeps him in rl.
I was thinking about going around to look for a new grid hunt to keep me busy when I am here. So guess I will keep ya posted on that. So I guess that's it for now..
Peace and Love sl
Izzie
Monday, March 14, 2011
Roleplay Class number 2
Dear Diary,
Last night was roleplay class and we got together after class and actually visited another sim, I guess I would consider it to be our sister sim run by Belladonna and her group. We have plans of doing quests, and other activities between the two. I do hope that you will stop by and check out the sims. The more the better I always say. So Class was interesting. We talked about god moding, or metagaming. You ask what is that? Well, basically is doing an action and not letting the person your interacting with have the chance to react to your post. It is a big No-No on the roleplaying sims and it can get you banned. One of the things I am learning is "how" roleplay is on sims. One of the thing is a must is when you land important is to read all the rules. If you violet a rule and you didn't bother to read notecards that's nobody's fault but your own if you get banned for not following the rules. The other thing we talked a lot about was Rp limitations, now this can expand to any number of things. Permanent Death (means your character dies and can not be reborn) Permanent Mutilation (means loss of hand, arm, legs etc.) Rape, forced collaring, and how long your willing to wait for someone to come back and engage in rp...example would be if I was left alone for more than 15 minutes with no interaction I have the right to discontinue the rp session and I move on. So lots to learn, lots to experience that pretty much ended our session for the night.
So like I said after class we decided to roleplay on Belladonna's sim which is called Enchanted Isle.. its a very beautiful sim . I will add a link to my webpage so you that you can check it out. We are open to anyone to play. So I am looking forward to many more night of playing... although last night hmm wasn't such a good night for the Queen of the UnderDark. She seemed to be having issues in sl..first she could not seem to get rid of the lag and stay logged in or move, and once she finally made it to Enchanted Isle she seemed to have lost her ability to stay awake and was very tired. So it was back to the Isle of Klocus for her and back to her dwelling the UnderDark. This is when I finally managed to change my character into a "flying" creature verses a land Creature where she was unable to fly. Soon a message was sent to me to find out where I had gone. And since they had captured my Love.. I could not be tped back to him or I would of been caught and since I didn't have the lm there I sat in my cave eating Rats and drinking blood to boost my stats. Then I was told my Love was trying to "charm" his way out of capture... so evidently he did cause he brought back a refugee.. and the story ends there for the night... sorry no pictures for this post.. maybe next time..
So I guess that's it for this post.
Peace and love sl...
Izzie
Last night was roleplay class and we got together after class and actually visited another sim, I guess I would consider it to be our sister sim run by Belladonna and her group. We have plans of doing quests, and other activities between the two. I do hope that you will stop by and check out the sims. The more the better I always say. So Class was interesting. We talked about god moding, or metagaming. You ask what is that? Well, basically is doing an action and not letting the person your interacting with have the chance to react to your post. It is a big No-No on the roleplaying sims and it can get you banned. One of the things I am learning is "how" roleplay is on sims. One of the thing is a must is when you land important is to read all the rules. If you violet a rule and you didn't bother to read notecards that's nobody's fault but your own if you get banned for not following the rules. The other thing we talked a lot about was Rp limitations, now this can expand to any number of things. Permanent Death (means your character dies and can not be reborn) Permanent Mutilation (means loss of hand, arm, legs etc.) Rape, forced collaring, and how long your willing to wait for someone to come back and engage in rp...example would be if I was left alone for more than 15 minutes with no interaction I have the right to discontinue the rp session and I move on. So lots to learn, lots to experience that pretty much ended our session for the night.
So like I said after class we decided to roleplay on Belladonna's sim which is called Enchanted Isle.. its a very beautiful sim . I will add a link to my webpage so you that you can check it out. We are open to anyone to play. So I am looking forward to many more night of playing... although last night hmm wasn't such a good night for the Queen of the UnderDark. She seemed to be having issues in sl..first she could not seem to get rid of the lag and stay logged in or move, and once she finally made it to Enchanted Isle she seemed to have lost her ability to stay awake and was very tired. So it was back to the Isle of Klocus for her and back to her dwelling the UnderDark. This is when I finally managed to change my character into a "flying" creature verses a land Creature where she was unable to fly. Soon a message was sent to me to find out where I had gone. And since they had captured my Love.. I could not be tped back to him or I would of been caught and since I didn't have the lm there I sat in my cave eating Rats and drinking blood to boost my stats. Then I was told my Love was trying to "charm" his way out of capture... so evidently he did cause he brought back a refugee.. and the story ends there for the night... sorry no pictures for this post.. maybe next time..
So I guess that's it for this post.
Peace and love sl...
Izzie
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Roleplay Takes off.
Dear Diary,
I have to be one of the happiest people in Second Life. I think I have finally found my match that was made for me in Sl. I am now complete in both worlds and I could not be happier. My heart is so full. I have such a wonderful feeling inside. I have never felt more complete in sl.
Last night was another adventure into the realm of Klocus. My Master and I arrived at the village of Klocus. We were greeted by another villager, the owner of a tavern, we are invited in for food and drink and rest. We have traveled from a distant land in search of the scrolls that was the demise of village. In our human form we might be better able to find out the plans of the Lycans. I am at the side of my beloved Master Ergaron.
As we are seated at the table. My Master is questions about the place we come from. We spin the web to bring questions about the demise of the village. You can feel the air is thick, with the uneasy feeling. Historian he says to the Tavern keeper. Huh, Historian my foot.
As we are sitting in the tavern, Master Ergaron discuss the reason for us coming, the Scolls of War that destroys Klocus. ( I felt a little more at ease of playing the Pet in last night scene. I was able to inter-act a little more being a submissive of course it helps when Auggie talks to me in private.) As we sit and discuss the scrolls and the reason for our visit I start to become ill from the drink. Master directs me to drink Water. During the conversation another Stranger (lycan) enters the tavern(whom I believe just came to check out the sim at some point he has morphed into the lycan, and unknowing I thought he was there to rp and in reality i bring him into play this ends up being a joke between Auggie and I later at home.) I become uneasy at my Master's side seeing the disgusting creature. I watch and listen afraid the beast will discover the scent of brimstone. As my Master drinks another Tankard I have an uneasy feeling he being poisioned. After much conversation and invitation to spend the night is offered . My Master is knocked out. I Scream as I see him fall to the ground rushing to his side my eyes flare in anger.. "What have you done to him?" I scream. This is where it comes to end for the night. It was a good scene and I have started to get "comfortable in my part of the role". Still gets very intense and I am loving every minute of it . As I get to know each of our co-players I become more and more at ease.
If you care to Join us in the fantasy realm of Klocus, we welcome all players. Thanks Shawn, Nyte, and Ari, its so much fun to be playing and getting to know all of you. Just look me up and I will be happy to introduce you to the rest of the Players.
Peace and Love
Izzie
I have to be one of the happiest people in Second Life. I think I have finally found my match that was made for me in Sl. I am now complete in both worlds and I could not be happier. My heart is so full. I have such a wonderful feeling inside. I have never felt more complete in sl.
Last night was another adventure into the realm of Klocus. My Master and I arrived at the village of Klocus. We were greeted by another villager, the owner of a tavern, we are invited in for food and drink and rest. We have traveled from a distant land in search of the scrolls that was the demise of village. In our human form we might be better able to find out the plans of the Lycans. I am at the side of my beloved Master Ergaron.
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| Master Ergaron, Pet Violet, Master Shawn and his pet Nyte. Greeted and invited in. The plot thickens |
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| Sitting at the side of my beloved Master while he begins to ask for the scrolls. |
As we are sitting in the tavern, Master Ergaron discuss the reason for us coming, the Scolls of War that destroys Klocus. ( I felt a little more at ease of playing the Pet in last night scene. I was able to inter-act a little more being a submissive of course it helps when Auggie talks to me in private.) As we sit and discuss the scrolls and the reason for our visit I start to become ill from the drink. Master directs me to drink Water. During the conversation another Stranger (lycan) enters the tavern(whom I believe just came to check out the sim at some point he has morphed into the lycan, and unknowing I thought he was there to rp and in reality i bring him into play this ends up being a joke between Auggie and I later at home.) I become uneasy at my Master's side seeing the disgusting creature. I watch and listen afraid the beast will discover the scent of brimstone. As my Master drinks another Tankard I have an uneasy feeling he being poisioned. After much conversation and invitation to spend the night is offered . My Master is knocked out. I Scream as I see him fall to the ground rushing to his side my eyes flare in anger.. "What have you done to him?" I scream. This is where it comes to end for the night. It was a good scene and I have started to get "comfortable in my part of the role". Still gets very intense and I am loving every minute of it . As I get to know each of our co-players I become more and more at ease.
If you care to Join us in the fantasy realm of Klocus, we welcome all players. Thanks Shawn, Nyte, and Ari, its so much fun to be playing and getting to know all of you. Just look me up and I will be happy to introduce you to the rest of the Players.
Peace and Love
Izzie
Saturday, March 5, 2011
The week has been and Awesome Ride
Dear Diary,
I could not believe my eyes. I could not believe my ears. I thought I was in dream, and if it was a dream it was the most wonderful dream I had. Please someone pinch me I want this to be real... YES, its true he really has returned to me. Auggie is back on the grid and back in my arms again. I never thought this day would come. I have missed you so much. My heart ached to be near you, to be held by you. When I got your letter my heart skipped a beat. It was a surprise and I thought my mind was playing on cruel trick on me, Until you held me, until you kissed me. It really is you, it feels so right to be here in this moment with you. Thank you for taking me back into your life on sl.
When he came back to Sl this week its been one of the sweetest rides I have been on. Thank you for inviting me into your fantasy roll playing sim as well. I am hoping that as this story comes to light it will be easier for me to jump in. Right now the Story is starting to unfold and it will be built on that. I am hoping that I will be come more at ease as we play more. I am looking forward to learning how to RP as well. I know he has been in role play for a very long time. Its nice to have someone that can follow things you say as you are together and play off each other like you belonged together. I have only met a few that I can honestly say they are really good at playing off of you.
That being said I can't wait to take the classes he is going to teach...A voice Yay.... can't wait to hear him. I think he is one of the best Role players I have come across. It will be interesting to become a terrorizing demoness..since normally I am very shy and way too nice to be mean.. but maybe that will change..Maybe I should release the demon that lives in my rl body... Hand over the chocolate and nobody gets hurt I SAY!!!!
I was impressed at how intense the role playing can actually be. And how everyone interacts. The tension was so thick it could be cut with a knife or by the sword that was pointed at my beloved Demon. I am excited to see what happens with the story and the plot and where each characters move. I am sure this is more of what I have been wanting to play on sl more so then anything I have done in the past. You will see my new group of friends that I will be interacting with once we start to role play more. We were at the sim just hanging out in the inner tubes floating at chatting back and forth. It was just so nice to hang out.
That's it for tonight. or this morning...
Peace and love SL
Izzie
I could not believe my eyes. I could not believe my ears. I thought I was in dream, and if it was a dream it was the most wonderful dream I had. Please someone pinch me I want this to be real... YES, its true he really has returned to me. Auggie is back on the grid and back in my arms again. I never thought this day would come. I have missed you so much. My heart ached to be near you, to be held by you. When I got your letter my heart skipped a beat. It was a surprise and I thought my mind was playing on cruel trick on me, Until you held me, until you kissed me. It really is you, it feels so right to be here in this moment with you. Thank you for taking me back into your life on sl.
When he came back to Sl this week its been one of the sweetest rides I have been on. Thank you for inviting me into your fantasy roll playing sim as well. I am hoping that as this story comes to light it will be easier for me to jump in. Right now the Story is starting to unfold and it will be built on that. I am hoping that I will be come more at ease as we play more. I am looking forward to learning how to RP as well. I know he has been in role play for a very long time. Its nice to have someone that can follow things you say as you are together and play off each other like you belonged together. I have only met a few that I can honestly say they are really good at playing off of you.
That being said I can't wait to take the classes he is going to teach...A voice Yay.... can't wait to hear him. I think he is one of the best Role players I have come across. It will be interesting to become a terrorizing demoness..since normally I am very shy and way too nice to be mean.. but maybe that will change..Maybe I should release the demon that lives in my rl body... Hand over the chocolate and nobody gets hurt I SAY!!!!
I was impressed at how intense the role playing can actually be. And how everyone interacts. The tension was so thick it could be cut with a knife or by the sword that was pointed at my beloved Demon. I am excited to see what happens with the story and the plot and where each characters move. I am sure this is more of what I have been wanting to play on sl more so then anything I have done in the past. You will see my new group of friends that I will be interacting with once we start to role play more. We were at the sim just hanging out in the inner tubes floating at chatting back and forth. It was just so nice to hang out.
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| They were 7 sea's fishing, we were just hanging out .... Auggie, Izzie Shawn, Nyte,Ariana, Mika, Anitia . This is a crazy group of fun people. |
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| Auggie and I enjoying some relaxing time with our role playing family and friends. |
That's it for tonight. or this morning...
Peace and love SL
Izzie
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Addition to Rules of Engagement with Izzie
Dear Diary,
I waited to post this newest post only because of how ANGRY I am about this incident that happened in sl. (Yes I grabbed my soap box) Ok so you have been partnered and you have split up. If your ex shows up on the same place where you are hanging out and walks up to where you are and your enjoying the company of another person ( Such as me) . At least have decency to warn the person your with that your Crazy ex is going to cause problems. UGH SOME PEOPLE ARE SO STUPID on sl. I met someone on the beach we started to have a real nice conversation. But when it came down to Standing up to the Ex he managed to put me dead center into the middle of DRAMA FEST, I don't like to lose to this. But I am not going to roll over an play dead either... To the woman Grow up and act your age not your white trailer trash self. 15 minutes of fame comes to mind.. and to the Man Grow a fucking Back Bone and stand up to the CRAZY BITCH. So here is rule #13. IF you bring your trailer trash to my doorstep be ready for two things to happen. 1. I am going to stand my ground. #2. If you don't stand up for yourself when it comes down to an ex showing up on the same sim you are looking for "company" you better be ready to stand your ground and show some respect for me or your going to get muted End of story... AGAIN I AM NOT HERE TO TAKE SHIT FROM YOU OR YOUR EX. I am here for my own reasons just as you are. Too bad for the guy that had the back bone of spineless snail ..Your loss buddy and as for the chick ... YOU can have the spineless snail not worth my time or effort. GROW UP.
So if your wondering what my rules of engagement are refer to blog posted on 11/10/2010
I waited to post this newest post only because of how ANGRY I am about this incident that happened in sl. (Yes I grabbed my soap box) Ok so you have been partnered and you have split up. If your ex shows up on the same place where you are hanging out and walks up to where you are and your enjoying the company of another person ( Such as me) . At least have decency to warn the person your with that your Crazy ex is going to cause problems. UGH SOME PEOPLE ARE SO STUPID on sl. I met someone on the beach we started to have a real nice conversation. But when it came down to Standing up to the Ex he managed to put me dead center into the middle of DRAMA FEST, I don't like to lose to this. But I am not going to roll over an play dead either... To the woman Grow up and act your age not your white trailer trash self. 15 minutes of fame comes to mind.. and to the Man Grow a fucking Back Bone and stand up to the CRAZY BITCH. So here is rule #13. IF you bring your trailer trash to my doorstep be ready for two things to happen. 1. I am going to stand my ground. #2. If you don't stand up for yourself when it comes down to an ex showing up on the same sim you are looking for "company" you better be ready to stand your ground and show some respect for me or your going to get muted End of story... AGAIN I AM NOT HERE TO TAKE SHIT FROM YOU OR YOUR EX. I am here for my own reasons just as you are. Too bad for the guy that had the back bone of spineless snail ..Your loss buddy and as for the chick ... YOU can have the spineless snail not worth my time or effort. GROW UP.
So if your wondering what my rules of engagement are refer to blog posted on 11/10/2010
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