The Month of "ICKY LOVE STUFF"

Dear Dairy,
I pose this question "what exactly is love?"  Well according to the Urban dictionary this is what it has to say about love.    "The most spectacular, indescribable, deep euphoric feeling for someone.

Love is an incredibly powerful word. When you're in love, you always want to be together, and when you're not, you're thinking about being together because you need that person and without them your life is incomplete.

This love is unconditional affection with no limits or conditions: completely loving someone. It's when you trust the other with your life and when you would do anything for each other. When you love someone you want nothing more than for them to be truly happy no matter what it takes because that's how much you care about them and because their needs come before your own. You hide nothing of yourself and can tell the other anything because you know they accept you just the way you are and vice versa.

It's when they're the last thing you think about before you go to sleep and when they're the first thing you think of when you wake up, the feeling that warms your heart and leaves you overcome by a feeling of serenity. Love involves wanting to show your affection and/or devotion to each other. It's the smile on your face you get when you're thinking about them and miss them.

Love can make you do anything and sacrifice for what will be better in the end. Love is intense,and passionate. Everything seems brighter, happier and more wonderful when you're in love. If you find it, don't let it go.

One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life:

That word is love."

Ok, so I have rewritten this entry like a million times. There are things that I want to say but as I type this, it just doesn't come out right.  I guess I will post this as is and leave it..there is not much more I can say about love except one thing.   Treat people as you wanted to be treated and maybe you will find a friend along the way to lean on to love to keep close.  Love for Izzie exists but chooses to remain free from partnerships, to remain free from the drama that a relationship can cause.  So, I missed my deadline to post this entry. It was of course the Day we express our love for our friends, our Boyfriend, our Girlfriends, our Husbands, our Wifes, our Partners.   So I know this is late and I know in sl like in rl there are three little words that exist in our lives that sometimes can be the hardest to say out loud.  So to all my Friends who are close to me and you know who you are and to my sl family, I want to say these three little words because I live my life like there is no tomorrow.  And in rl right now, right this very second I have a serious health issue.  So before its too late to say those three little words...  here they are ... I.... Love.... Each...... and .....Everyone.... YOU  that have become part of my sl life.  Life is to short so live like there is no tomorrow , laugh until you cry.. Love like you have never loved anything in your life  and Dance like nobody is watching... I live by these words. I once forgot to tell someone in my life that I loved them.  I lost them over that fatal weekend... NEVER AGAIN will I let those three words go unspoken.  So don't let regrets tear ya down, Don't leave things unsaid.  I love you those that are close to me and you know who you are.   Happy Belated Valentines Day to those I missed saying it yesterday.... Love Ya!!!!!!


Peace and Love sl

Izzie

A new addition..

Dear Diary,
Today was the day to add an extra little one to my family.   According to a friend of mine the ratio for cats are 2 females to one male cat.  Lucky cat, to have two females to love and take care of.  The new kitty's name is Princess Patches.   She is a sweet lovable little girl.  I am still learning  how to take care of them.  Princess Izzabella's happiness seemed a little low, so just like the horses you pick them up and wear them the avatar has several positions to chose from for holding the Kitty.  Not sure how its suppose to work...just looked like I was holding it by its leg...sighs..hopefully soon I can get this all figured out.  I spaced getting the cats so that one could be bred while the other one was growing up. The male will be ready soon I think.  Pretty soon I will have a zoo...NOT.. but I might have to buy one of the dogs just to see how that works.

Princess Patches arrival .  This how the new Starter Kitties come. Then just like the horses you must "birth" the basket. 

Princess Patches arrives... Welcome my little Kitty :)

These are the stats on my kitties before I start to breed them.  Now Princess Izzabella  was from the old version that was updated to the new version. Her stats are as follows

Princess Izzabella Gender: Female 1/28/11
Pelt: Solid - Blue
Eye: Round - Sunflower
Ears: Common
Tail: Common
Shade: Classic
Body: Common


The stats for Bad Boy are as follows 1/29/11
Bad Boy Gender: Male
Pelt: Bicolor - Black
Eye: Slit - Sunflower
Ears: Common
Tail: Fluffy
Shade: Classic
Body: Common


The Stats for Princess Patches are as follows 1/31/11

Princess Patches Gender: Female
Pelt: Tricolor - Black/Brown Tabby
Eye: Round - Sunflower
Ears: Common
Tail: Common
Shade: Classic
Body: Common

Not sure what kind of babies I will get but then I don't really mind .   Its all part of having fun on sl.  I am expecting Two foals most likely late tonight or first thing in the morning.  We will see how it turns out.  I think if the foals don't turn into anything special I will be selling off the horses. I will keep one or two and make them into pets but as far as breeding I believe I will be done breeding.  Its all getting to be too much.  Especially when you have no way to unload the horses that don't have traits and are not of the new editions.
So since I have no idea how to even get a new starter horse without paying through the nose...Its time to move on to my kitties.


Well tonight I think while I am walking round some stores I will see what kind of grid hunt I can find to do... maybe I will find some more bizarre avatars.


Until later then sl .
Peace and Love
Izzie

More of the "spruce up my living area"

Dear Diary..


Since I left you hanging with the last photo, I decided to finish up the "spruce up my living are"
I have found that I am really enjoying my new redecorated home.  I think now I know how come Karm's inventory grows.  Tired of one thing go buy something to replace it.  I found a couple of places that have some really nice accent pieces.  The couches are single sit, But for a buck what do you expect ..top of the line?
I fell in love with a place called Art Dummy.  It has really nice items and just a hop and skip to another store that help me finish decorating my place called Lisp it is just over the hill from Art Dummy :).  If you get a chance to check it out you might find some rather unique items there.  I also found a really nice place that sells romantic Rugs and couches.  They have mostly cuddle animations, with a twist.  The couch that I bought has a picturesque feature.  You ask what that is? Well the couch has single sits, Couple sits and a feature that rezzes a picture back ground with poses to take beautiful Profile pictures or possibly romantic pictures for pictures of you and a loved one to place in frames in your home. Its from a place called Zodiac Exclusives.  Best made cuddle couch I have seen in a long time. http://slurl.com/secondlife/Sulaco/136/205/60.  I would go check it out.  Anyways.  here are some more of my before and after pictures.

Entry way from the porch.  kind of blah.. needed some major makeover.

Nothing that a couple of very sexy cuddle chairs from Warm animations couldn't fix and colorful rug and of course a spot of tea. Ah this is the life.

Living room before.  The set that my Sister Ashley gave me as a wedding present.  Beautiful work.  

After the spruce up.  I love my home..... Ah this is really the life.  a place to call home :)

 Now the only thing that is left and I saved the best for last.  If you know me at all I am a HUGE kitty, paw print, kind of gal.  Thanks to my beloved X-Master Gem for calling me his Kitten.  I have been considering this for a while ever since I came across them while looking for horses... Can you guess?  Yes Izzie is the proud owner of two new Baby Kitties.  Princess Izzabella, and her soul mate Bad Boy.  Princess was given to me by a friend once he learned I had been wanting one.  I then purchased her mate today with a new starter version 1.3 and Izzabella is from the older version.  So welcome to the kitty corner of my house.

Princess Izzabella and Bad Boy's corner of the home.  A relaxed laid back bean bag area. 

My Cute Kitty Princess Izzabella playing with her feather toy.

Princess Izzabella and Bad Boy in the background.

My Bad Boy =^-^=  My precious kitties....

Well that's the end of my house tour.  I hope you enjoyed it...I am very happy to have two new additions to my life.  I don't do any of the land scapping outside my house. I added one thing to my outside cause I thought it was cheerful so this is the last picture of the house tour.  Hopefully soon I will be more successful at adding urls to my blogg.  Still working on that be patient .  One day it will get there.  After all I am just learning.

The love tree.  <3 

 Well I guess that's it for now.  I hope everyone enjoys their time in sl.  Sweet dreams to everyone that is heading off to bed and Good Morning to all that are waking up.

Peace and Love
Izzie

A Very Wonderful Designer to work with...

Dear Dairy,

I haven't blogged for a couple days because I have been on a mission to change up or as it may "Spruce up my living area".   I thought once you worked through all the junkie yard sale looking furniture and got the "good designed furniture"  that there was no need to ever change it up.   Well one purchase led to the complete "sprucing up my living space".   My friend that I met and I were talking about the bed I had bought. I haven't ever been happy with we are taking things slow before committing to anything long term had offered to buy me a bed.  The bed that I had in mind to begin with was a bed that had the ability to snuggle under the covers.   I am by nature always freezing.   So I wanted to have a new bed which i could cuddle under.  We decided that we would take one of our nights together and go shopping.

I in the mean time have been looking for a piece of furniture for my house.  I had gotten a chair as a gift from one of the groups I belonged too.  I loved it .  It was Over stuffed huge chair.  One problem ...it was a single sit.   So I was set out on a mission to find a chair that had the ability to sit as a single and have wonderful cuddle animations.  I searched high and low.  Then it dawned on me to ask the one person I swear has it all or has at least been to most if not all the furniture shops in sl.  Karm.  Now Karm and Cheruscii have decided to lay low on the time that have together on sl so they can get back to the basics.  The couple is missed so much in my life.  But I happened to catch Karm online.  After catching up with the lastest of what is happening with them and what is happening with me, I started to share my idea of the mission I was.  We had started a hunt together and I in that hunt I snagged another over stuff knitted chair, I fell in love with and once again it was single sit animations.  When I had told her I loved the chair but wanted a couple chair she sent me to this place called "Ambiance-Interactive furnishings".  She handed me the landmark and I was off.  When I landed I walked the entire store.  I looked at everything.  Then in the middle of the floor I saw it.  Instantly fell in love with this bed.  But of course being on a shopping trip by myself I could not try out the animations.  So I would have to come back when he was online.   So I shopped at an alternative site of his to look for the chair.  It was there.. but not really what I was looking for.  So the elusive chair was still no where's to be found.  That night he came on line I told him of the bed I had found and we were off on a shopping trip that "most guys hate to do in rl and sl."  but I think he changed his mind about shopping with me once we landed at the store.

Ambiance.. The store is so very cool. 

The bed... I just couldn't live without it.

 
I said this is the bed will you try it out with me to make sure it has the animation we like. Told him it was demo version and only had the (PG) animations active.  Well after playing around flirting making out on the bed decided we couldn't live with out it.  So he handed me the money to make the purchase.  But because I was so excited I didn't realize there were two totally different beds.   Before I knew it  I had purchased the pg version of the bed.  DAMN IT!!!!!!  So I decided to contact the owner of "Ambiance" and see if it were possible to switch the beds.   His name was Cheewha Palen.  Because most store owners im's get capped I wrote up a note card explaining to him what I had done.  Sent it to him. Now all I could hope for was that he would understand and possibly be willing to to work with me.  The next day I had woke to and instant message from Cheewha... told me he could understand the confusion and was happy to work with me.  I just needed to return the one I bought and he would exchange it.   Well  I found out I could not transfer it back to him.  I then told him in the instant message I would do anything to exchange it, because the bed I had bought was a little more then what I had originally paid for it and he was willing to just do an exchange because of the trouble I had.   I offered to pay the difference in the instant message just because I had wanted the bed so badly.  I think a couple of days went by and one day I logged in to a message from him saying.  It was no problem to just give me the new bed.   I was so amazed.  Told me maybe I could use the bed in a different house or something.   In turn for his kindness and generosity I have blogged about his store and him.   I will include a link to his store.  If you have not been to this store and are looking for some really nice furniture and interactive animations he gets 10 gold Star rating from me.    http://slurl.com/secondlife/Lux%20Prometheus/133/114/307.  This is his location of his main store and it is a beautiful arrangement of many different kinds of furnishings.

House Tour Before and After.

My Bedroom Before I did the spruce up my living space...I kept the pictures but exchanged the furniture.

My spruce up in the bedroom... I still might need to add a few things. 

My new Thinking spot ..Morning Coffee.  It looks over the corral of horses.  I didn't take a before picture ..because nothing was here it was empty. 

And you will have to wait to see the rest of my revamp.  I am sleepy and ready for rl sleep..


Peace and Love Sl
Izzie

Continuation of Pondering thoughts.

Dear Diary,

A few days have passed and much to my surprise I must of hit the "Nail on the Head".  After my post went up many things have taken place. Comments on the Blog for sure.  And as Hexified said that they usually take more notice in local chats. They are right ...usually that starts me perving over the profiles. So yes if they are confident and can carry on a fun conversation in local just think what might happen in the privacy of our so called "naughty boxes".  After my post was finalized and people had the chance to read it and absorb it . I ran into some very interesting events.  One was incredible.  I got an instant message from a person that was on my friends list.  Had not really taken a lot of time to get to know this person because once again they were partnered and I don't always step over the line of getting know them . My fault.  I should have taken the time to say hi and gotten to know them.  Anyways after they had taken the time to read the blog they were taking a chance on getting to know me.  After my partnership in sl took the path to destruction I have never claimed to be exclusive. I can't. I don't want to be.  That would be giving myself back to "the road of disappointment, and destruction and in the end Heartbreak." I don't hold you to any rules except maybe two.  1.  I am here for my entertainment.  and 2. Don't be telling me that your going to be exclusive to me.  I don't want to take your entertainment from the many possibilities that exist on sl.  You never know who is going to make you feel loved, wanted, enjoyed. 

Some day maybe I will ask around and find out why its so important to be "partnered".   And I would like to meet the person or persons that their sl partnership has lasted on sl (not partnered to rl partner).  

The other event that happened was not such a pleasant encounter.  I have lots of friends and they are mostly guys...few women on here that you can grow close to and I have kept them close to me, or giving it a good go anyways.

I think the green eyed monster reared its ugly head.  I was accused of having so many boyfriends.  Ok count one that is true but just cause I have a lot of "guy" friends does not mean i have a revolving door on my bed.   I have really close friends that have become really close to me on sl. If you don't like or like my life on sl then its up to you leave me and move on. Not once have I stopped or tried to stop one from being happy. I won't stand in your way...After all (I think this is going to be my new thing)  I am not here for your benefit.  I am here because of my own reasons.  I am not here to Make you HAPPY.. Accept it and get over yourself.  I am here for me.  I am happy.  So here I leave you with one last thought ... Why get upset...Why let the Green eyed Monster out... YOUR here because something in this crazy world of sl makes you happy... Figure it out cause it can't be another person...or maybe it can. 


Peace and Love Sl
Izzie

A surprise in the Arrival of the newest Baby

Dear Dairy,

The arrival of Sophia's son.  I have now managed to find a horse to breed with to get a good pony.  On Sunday night much to my surprise Sophia gave me a purebred Black Appy male which after contacting the owner of the stud I used we came to an agreement on a name for the newest member of the family... Onyx.   I jumped for joy.  Shared the news with my friends. Stunned I had finally managed to get it right in breeding.  Much to my sadness the father Nightface has had minor set back.  I am taking care of him for my friend..nursing him back to health.  Tomorrow will consist of more riding to make sure he remains as healthy as I can get him.  Well hopefully I will be able to find the time to blogg again tomorrow I have another wonderful story to share.  Until then sl.


Peace and love sl sleep well.
Izzie
Ps Pictures of Onyx to come soon.  

Pondering Thoughts......

Dear Diary,
A couple of Days ago something happened.  I was on a beach.  Laying in the sun.  Suffering from the winter blues in rl.  I avoided going back to this beach I frequented for quite some time.  But today was different, I missed the beach I missed the conversations that happened on this beach. So it had been some time since I was here so thought what the heck.  Over the months of my life on sl. I have met and loved some very sensual, sexy men of sl.  I have a confession. I am a "Big" profile reader.  While the beach was fairly quite, not many were there, I came across a friend.  We chatted for some time.  While I was laying or should I say trying to find a chaise lounge to lie on, one that didn't make me look like I was holding someone, after all, I was alone on the beach.  Once I found a place to sit, (miss the old lounges that flipped you like pancakes) I settled in just to take in some much needed sun.  I then decided to check out some profiles and I came across one that was a little intriguing to me. It read " Been away from sl for awhile, thought I'd come back and check it out." Status was not "Partnered" I closed the profile and thought about talking to this person. I was scared to talk to him then all of sudden from out a of nowhere "Bing Bing"  Instant message from "HIM" first thought was OMG did he know I was looking his profile? But then I realized he didn't know that  I was reading his profile. The conversation was very nice "Hi Izzie" just some general chit chat and then it was would you like to dance. Yes I would love to dance.  We danced, we talked, we flirted. Then it was time to get back to real life.  Once rl was takin care of I logged back on to sl.  And he imed me once again.  Wow. those feeling you get when someone takes notice of you, the butterflies, the smiles, the reddened face, the feeling of comfort. 

Pondering thoughts of how we meet the people in our lives on sl.

Well it lead  me to have some  pondering thoughts.  I would say a good share of the people we meet in sl are friendly, funny, sexy, most have a great sense of humor.  Then there are those who think sl is a place for them to demean, break, cause trouble, Not happy unless they are making someone else miserable.  So I started to think about him.  I am so glad he instant messaged me. Would I have eventually instant messaged him ? I think I probably would have but, I wasn't given the chance cause he took the first step and I must confess that I am so glad we have decided to get to know one another.    I was partnered in sl a couple of times but I don't count the first because of who it was ;). And anyone that knows me knows who that person was.  My second partnership was for the most part a pretty nice relationship from my stand point.  When it ended it was sad, it hurt, I had friends surrounding me helping me to move forward.  He will always have a spot in my heart. But for reasons I don't wish to share its better that he has moved on.  So I loved, I learned, and I am hoping not to make the same mistakes over and over. So I think this time I am going to be taking my time. I am not rushing. I have some friends that I am close to but when asked if I am upset because they have gotten busy doing what they enjoy in sl the answer still remains no I am not upset at all. As I  have said your not here just for me. YOU ARE HERE for YOU, Just as I am here for me.  I want to enjoy sl how I enjoy sl.  Its dancing. it laying at the beach, It is hanging out with my friends doing Grid hunts, It blogging, its Roleplaying, Its flirting its working on sl.  But this is my journey and you have crossed my path..maybe you are the one that I have been looking for to enjoy my life on sl and then maybe you are a friend that has come into my life leaving your footprints on my heart. There is one rule that applies in both worlds. If your not happy with yourself you won't be happy with others. So I plan on just sitting back and I am going to let things happen.

So I pose these last pondering thoughts, How many profiles have YOU read and closed and turned your back on what Could be your match in sl.  How many profiles have you read and thought I just need to know more? How many times have you Perv cammed someone only to find out that OMG .... I need to know her or him?  one last statement.  The Only person that can make you Happy is you, because you can't please all the people all the time. 

Peace and Love sl.  More to come...
Izzie